Best Day Ever!!!!

OK well..... I had the best day ever today.... sorry Kacee but you have to listen to this all over again... even though you are like the only one who reads it. but oh well.
OK well it all started by going to school... I am always excited for that cause I get to see Him "referring to Tristan" and just doing that is always a good day for me :] ... well then it gets to be about 5Th hour and me and Kacee decide we want to hang out.. and we did... OK so in 7Th hour I have P.E. with him and he is so funny... you should have seen it the first day we were going out he would barely smile at me... and stare... and now he is always walking by me lol... well then I got a new phone yesterday and he told me that I could get a picture of him after school so when he was starting to come over he let me get a pic and then stayed with me...
then I had to call Kacee and ask her where she was and she wouldn't answer the first time... so Tristan is standing right next to me and one of his best friends walk by and Tristan was leaning up against the wall with one leg up and his friend goes "Tristan your a stud" and he looked at me and we both smiled and he blushed...
OK well then Kacee called and said to walk up to the buses but I didn't so she comes walking down with the kid she likes and I said "ohhhhh.... don't they look cute together and Tristan leans over and goes "ya"
then Kacee and this other kid wrestled and I was just standing there acting Innocent....
then Aulora was with me and she was talking about Tristan and me and it went something like this
"so what did you do when you ran after Tristan"
me "nothing"
Aulora" ya right I bet you hugged him"
me "no"
"then you said I love you"
"no"
"Has he even said I love you to you yet?"
"no"
"Have you?"
"no"
"what is the point of having a relationship if you aren't going to say I love you or be around each other?"
me snapping "Ya know what Aulora having a relationship doesn't mean saying i love you to some one and I don't care what you think that's not what a relationship means!!!"
Aulora screaming "Shut up"
then Aulora stormed off
lol Megan wanted to stab her and Kacee wanted to go tell her off.
Then we got to my house and we were talking and Megan came and we were all happy children acting all Innocent... then I called Tristan but he was weeding and I let him go and he said OK but call me at like around 5:00.
OK so Kacee Megan and I were all having fun at my house and then Aulora knocked on the door and came in!!!
We were all talking but then I couldn't talk about Tristan any more or she would open her fat mouth and warp what I say to him....
so then Aulora left and we all decided to leave before Aulora came so we went to Connoco and got monsters peachy rings (and Kacee got Gatorade)
Then Megan's grandpa drove up and gave us a ride home and Megan had to go to her house so it was just me and Kacee. Then Kacee and I decide we want to leave again and we opened the door and Megan was right outside so we walked down to the high school.
OK... well remember Tristan wanted me to call him back at 5... well it is now 6 and I was board so on the way up to the High School Track i call him and said "I think I gave myself a death wish"
then he said "how" and then I told him all about the Aulora thing and him not saying that he loved me and he said " I don't get why she does that its not that big of a deal" and then we played the what if game
(OK so i am going to tell you about the what if game and everything I say is going to be indented in)
"what if i were to jump off a cliff what would you do?'
"Depends why are you jumping?'
"because I am depressed"
"Why are you depressed?"
"Because all my friends want to kill me"
"why do they want to kill you?"
(so i asked Megan for a reason to kill me)
"Because they like to watch me bleed"
"would they really kill you?"
"remember how Megan was going to make me cry, push me off stairs, then i would break my neck?"
"ya"
"That's how violent they are"
"Oh"
"Well where would you jump at?"
"Price"
"Oh"
" ya"
"well... i would talk you down"
"How?"
" I just would"
"What if i don't listen?"
" I would call the cops"
"ha ha or the crazy asylum"
"yep"
"what if i were already by the edge and jumped"
"you wouldn't because I would hold you back"
" you couldn't hold me back"
"Yeah I could"
"NO"
( that went on for a while)
OK so by now we were almost to the track and we went and jumped on the blue things....
so we get there and i am still talking to him and laying on the blue thing where Megan was rolling off things... then Kacee decided to do it and hit her head on the ground and i think she still has a headache... so I walk away from them and i think i got called a fun sucker... I am not sure what it was.... and went and sat on the bleachers where Kacee says was a cute pose... which kinda makes me think i am a poser lol jk Kacee... then he was like
"we should hang out sometime cause school is kinda boring"
and i was like "ya we should... what days are you free?"
then he told me his entire schedule and we decided that we are both free on Wednesdays and Fridays :]
but I was still playing what if and then his sister got on the phone and said he needed to get off so I said "OK i guess i will let you go..."
and he says "OK... I Love you"
I was shocked and didn't know what to say so I said "aw www OK bye" i wasn't really thinking or i woulda said love ya back.
but he hung up and I scream "MEGAN HE SAID I LOVE YOU" then i went sceaming to Kacee going "KACEE KACEE KACEE KACEE KACEE KACEE!"
Then she said "can i guess first?"
so i said "sure" and she said something then i said nope and she was like "He said I love you?"
I was like "yep that is the highlight of my day... no week"
and that continued for a while and then Kacee came up with a brilliant idea for her and I to hang out on Friday and i wont say the rest!!!!!!!!! yep that's my day
and there is still quite a bit of day left :] :] :] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... well i have this friend and she is amazing... if more people were like her the world would be a better place.. for everyone... but she has been kinda depressed... she doesnt see that she is an amazing girl that i wish i could be just like... she has been through so much and when is hurt always tries to smile and act that everything is ok when clearly it isnt. she really needs to let it out and know that she has friends that are always there for her... I wish I could help her realize that she is pretty nice and kind (and not a demon that ruins everyones lives) so much... to this girl we love you and you arent what you think you are

-Love,
your friends (especially me)

OK... well my dance team went to St. George/ Dixi this weekend for a dance competition... so we get there all nervous and I was literally shaking to the point were I couldn't hold still and I wouldn't eat anything either.
OK well the night before that we stayed in a hotel... it turned out that I was staying in the same hotel as my dance teacher her mom and daughter and one of our dancers went and stayed with them. OK so as soon as I get there Hannah (one of the dancers) tells me to get on my swimming suit and come out so of course I did. We were having loads of fun except Savannah ( the dance teachers little girl) kept deciding that she wanted to go in the hot tub from the pool so it was really cold and me and Hannah had to jump in. Hannah and I had a blast and so did Savannah but then we wanted to get back to our rooms!!! OK so it is competition day now and everyone is really nervous/ excited... lol when it was our turn to go I didn't know if I wanted to scream with excitement or throw up because of nerves... So we get out there and were dancing and I got really nervous because as some of you know the kid that i am going out with... yeah well his sister dances with me and she kept on going "he's here" and that made me really nervous... OK well then the announcer lady said now performing is #97 Emotion in Motion and everyone is cheering... so we all walk out and do our dance and NO ONE messed up we did amazing... so we get off and were all talking and really excited about us not even messing up!!!! so we went outside the building and got pictures and our dance teacher has the biggest smile on her face :] . so we all were able to leave because we performed at 1:15 and the awards weren't until 7:00 so we all left and did something.. my family went mini golfing shopping (where i saw Hannah, Ashley, and Cali and got awesome shoes and blue and yellow shirts) then we went and ate... so we get back and watch the last 10 dances in our groups and then they say it is time for the awards so we all ran out on the floor and sat in a circle and intertwined pinkies ( its a drill thing that many people wouldn't understand) then they get to Jazz C which was our category and every one is really excited and all the dancers are pounding on the floor then they announce third place which was a group that danced to hot and cold then second was illusion dance. everyone looked shocked because there was only three dance classes in Jazz C and even illusion was shocked!!! then we all put our heads down and crossed pinkies and they said "And first place Jazz C goes to # 97 Emotion in Motion" we all stood up and screamed our heads off... that was our first competition and we won!!!!!!!! Then durring the next award Ashley and Hannah leaned over and go "Jessica Tristan is recording you!" so i was like "wait, what, where" and they were like "look at the I in the stands" ( the stands spelled out Dixie in blue) so i looked and he really was recording me!! lol i was kinda creeped out... he is cute but it was kinda creepy.... lol but he was wearing my favorite jacket that is his and he smiled and mouthed "you didn't fall" to me... lol joke between me and Tristan..... yep that is my weekend... just had to tell you!!!!! :]

Family fun

my family are dorks... I swear... ok well my aunt has a sort of off on boy friend and his name is woody... ya i know... well any way... we had our Easter party at my house today.. the first time.. and i had all my family over.. well everyone was making a big deal of a giant purple bunny ( which i won) so i was carrying it around and decided to name it floppy cause its ears so woody comes up and decided he wanted to name it Chester... we argued for like and hour about what its name was going to be until he fiannaly won and now i have a giant Easter bunny on my bed named Chester... lol sorry had to tell you